Hello, my name is Gabrielle. I am 25 years old & live in Chicago, IL. I have one roommate & he is a quaint artist. I am a Christian & work for my Church which is a blessing. The people are kind, trustworthy, and would rather spend their time laughing then complaining. I also nanny, which is essentially paid training for when I have children of my own. I have perfected, through the grace & patience of God, discipline, sleep, eating, playing, and teaching techniques that I can only improve. My singing & cooking isn't that bad either ;)
I play the bass guitar & the piano. I want to learn how to play the flute. I am painting the glass on my front door & it is very tedious work. This week I plan on painting the rest of my apartment, hopefully before March the sky mural on my entrance way ceiling will be complete as well. The clouds look a bit flat.
I am working on multiple creative projects because I am efficient, talented, & need to be challenged. Doing only one thing at one time limits me. I work better when I work on multiple items because the pressure focuses me. The incentive to work does not come from outside circumstances or agendas, which often makes me people worried that i'm not doing what I can be doing. I refuse to be pressured to do things that I'm already doing. They forget that they are inside of themselves. They also forget how easily it is to move fluidly in between medias.
This does not apply to relationships. I have not, do not, & will never sleep around. I would like to be in a deeper relationship with someone I care about deeply but am at present not in my best state. My communication of this has been awful, to myself & to others. I recognize that I have a lot of kinks to work out & sometimes you have to wait for things to fully dissipate before you can begin things that are good, fresh, & new. You just hope people understand, & don't throw the baby out with the bathwater. I want to marry, bear strong children, and live a life full of love & adventure. You can have it all, you were born for it.
I would enjoy playing pick up in the spring, and May 20th is booked.
I hope over the course of this next year to move from thinking about doing things to having done things. I have had 1000 conversations in my mind, better off Ted, I mean, better off writing - & living.
My research has opened up into a new field. This is not a phase, nor a test of IQ, this is a specific interest with a goal of proof in mind. I will show the proof because it is all around us all of the time. I do not accept the standards of this world, and refuse to be a product of systematization.
With that said, part of my boycott is the continual leaning on God's understanding for my life & not my own. My own understanding of this world, is only, as good as what I've learned here on this planet in the 25 years I've been on the ground. Maybe my parents knowledge as well (although I lack scientific data i'm pretty sure memories/data is passed down in genes) This also includes going to others to look for answers when I should be going to God. God answers prayer if you are patient enough to listen. Rarely is anyone patient enough to listen.
I've in the past not been very good to me. This is not a present or a future thing. I also, like to take the unbeaten path but am learning that sometimes the quickest route is the best in forms of communication.
I can feel the push & pull inside of me that is causing me to cut to the chase. The action sequence.
Now, who are you?
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